on a long-term hiatus (:
until my blogging spirits are back on. meanwhile i've departed for the US and will be back on the 30th of december.
enjoy the holidays people ((:
take care of urself boo (:
xin commanded @ 10:16 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
and amazing thing is i'm AWAKE. stupid insomnia. too used to sleeping at 4am with the barage of stupid project meetings, project reports and project presentations (but they're zai ;) hehehe) i'm REALLY glad corp reporting is over. like seriously.
anywayyy stupid school is sucking out the life of me, i'm missing out on SO many things it's not even funny:
- i want to go to the national musuem and see the history exhibit!!!
- biennale
- night safari (but the scary thingie is over DAMN.)
- the zoo!
- science centre (okae yes i am weird hAHA)
- lie on the beach
- go shopping with my dearest lala (turtle not included)
- go out with the bf who owes me attention^n and a make-up 8th month which school doesn't allow him to celeb with me BLEAH.
- MOVIES
- SKATINGGGG! urgh, i haven't gone skating since the halloween thing!
- brap outing!
blah.
the list is endlessss ):
just really can't wait for the school term to end, so my life can begin. i'm looking forward to the US family holiday at the end of the year too :3 shopping here i comeeeeee
hang in there xinny.
p.s handsome, u owe me! i dun care. haa haa
xin commanded @ 3:02 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
is it really worth it, at the end of the day?
xin commanded @ 2:08 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
the past 2 days were absolutely amazing. thanks babyyyyyyy (((: u're the best
my long awaited flower hee hee. and thanks for the sushi tei treat! YUMMM SASHIMI SALADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, sorry i couldn't finish my food :x
yummm, gimme gimme gimme more! haaha. seriously must figure out what goes into their sauce
happy camwhorers after dinner :3 then off to shopping in town and seeing random stuff, didn't buy anything though.
and today! my only official day of rest for the break week! (:
we went swimming, lunching, bowling, arcade, henderson waves then ice creammmm! JOY hee hee.
yeayY! i'm burnt! :D:D:D:D hahahha
henderson waves (: prettier at night, but still good haa haa cause there was nobody so i could lie on the floor and take pictures WAHAHA no image. coerced yz to do that too :x
ANYWAY my boy can finally smile properly :3 he's so handsome hee hee
i'm a monkey. haa haa
mr sexy back at work again
headed to guthrie house for ice creammmmmm at venezia :D
hahaha was thinking of costume ideas for the halloween skate thing (:
i have a personal wizard ;)
witch costume! hahaha i shall skate with a broom then :p
whee! anyway thanks dearrrrrrr (: u are the bestttttttttttttt <3 i had so much fun ((: sorry for sulking during bowling cause i was so lousy hee hee. and for letting me win all the arcade games so i would be happy heh!
and we finally went to henderson waves ((: next time we go there at night!
<3 you to bits
one last picture to show ur delectable smile hee
tmr real school work commences. ZZZ.
oh and one for the best friend ((:
GET WELL SOON FAVOURITE ((((:
xin commanded @ 12:07 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
anyway, happy 7th month
i can't forsee how we'll be when u start becoming more busy with ur work and SISS,
but we'll see how things go.
i love u.
xin commanded @ 1:30 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
the bf (:
my handsome little boy ((:
and the bestest friend a girl could have ever
thanks for cheering me up today :3
you're all the best <3
hee hee, i was so sian today based on certain episodes that i drove over to handsome's place in tears, but my silly boy cheered me up ((: and i had a hearty-ful day (:
the mouse herself (:
handsome keeps saying she's a he! zhong nan qing nu! hahahaha :x
and my lovely lala choo drove over to my place with bakerzin cakes for me (: thank youu
i'm so blessed :D
xin commanded @ 8:19 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
"i always perceive u as someone who is cheerful
so that's why i hate to see u cry
so cheer up okae?
things will get better
^^"
i hope i feel better soon.
thanks for standing by me pokes.
xin commanded @ 12:51 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
still having fever, a blocked nose and v bad sore throat ):
)': i need tlc
xin commanded @ 12:13 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
omg this terminal is damn biggggggg i walked right to the end just to get to the boarding area T.T
anywayyy i'll be gone for a week! will be back on the 14th (:
i'll miss everyone!
(especially you (: heh)
xin commanded @ 11:37 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
(:
happinesss is last day of work!
sadness is that i'll miss the people here
heh 5+ i sent out a farewell email and i got replies to wish me all the best and thanking me for help and stuff :D YEAY!
INTERN IS OVER, HOLIDAYS HERE I COMEEEEEEE!
xin commanded @ 5:51 PM
not again..
on a happier note it's my last day of work (:
xin commanded @ 2:49 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
whee!
xin commanded @ 1:49 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
thankutes pokesssssss :3
xin commanded @ 11:34 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
i reached home from the buy skates session at around 1230 and guess what...
MY PARENTS WERE ASLEEP!!!
wheeeee!
and my almost 4 day drought of the lack of handsome is finally over (:
xin commanded @ 12:51 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
just feel kinda neglected ):
xin commanded @ 11:07 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
- a happy bestie
- new clothes!
- a FINALLY settled bidding timetable
- a handsome who's taking things well
(:
joy!
things are finally looking up!
All by God's grace (:
xin commanded @ 12:33 AM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
she said: 'in times of crisis it's your family that adds on to it and makes it worse. cause they want attention and they only care about themselves'
oooooooh.
so tt's what it means.
but i disagree about the part that they only care about themselves, cause i think they do try to put themselves in whatever situation their in but can't help but feel the need to feel impt? i guess.
i will control! (:
xin commanded @ 5:23 PM
special
not special
special
not special
special
not special
at the end of the day all these just turn into insignificant crap
yet..
why does it still matter anyway?
wish i were stronger and more understanding.
God, give me strength as i lay my tears on your ever open arms
xin commanded @ 1:17 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
i'm so blessed to have u
xin commanded @ 2:55 PM
i have absolutely NO activities today ): and it was supposed to be one filled with activities ):
must be understanding must be understanding must be understanding.
gah, feel like crap.
i think i shall go watch fireworks alone tonight
xin commanded @ 2:30 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
xin commanded @ 9:15 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
realised that church no longer has the 7pm service on saturdays :\ so we're gonna have to revert back to our 11am session on sundays, pls let me wake up!
went sale hunting in zara and pull & bear! bought a pretty dress (: heh
should stop wasting money
STOP LINXIN STOP! haahaa
okae i'm not buying new clothes the rest of the summer! (i hope)
oohs
i would also like to thank samsung for it's inline skating festival and the school relay which we came in 2nd for WHEE! hahaha cause i finally got a new mp3 player! and it's PRETTY :D
on a random note:
i miss my ocs boy ):
wish he weren't so busy ):
xin commanded @ 1:11 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
back from my fun-filled weekend and work today was BUSYBUSYBUSY! which is good i guess (: my colleagues love that i'm driving them out to lunch cause my mum's in Japan now on a business trip. and found out that one of them is preggers today! so cool! so over lunch they were sharing baby stories, hilarious. sth about if you eat crab while pregnant then your kids will end up touching everything and will put anything in their mouth haa haa. so full of rubbish but quite cute. dumbs told me to remember the stories so i can avoid future children who are itchy fingered. haa haa amusing.
anyway, UPDATES (:
meet mighty and hearty :D mighty's with ann and hearty's with yz. and hearty LOVESSS me! hahah cause during amy's partay she kept licking my palm when i picked her up and she sat on my palm. I thought maybe it was the chocolate fondue that caused her to lick me but after washing my hand she STILL licked me. she must like me a lot (: hahaha and she bites yz so tt says a lot :X whoops hehehe.
(:
and the weekend sentosagetawayyyyyyy! woots! (: totally enjoyed itttt :D
xin commanded @ 10:06 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
skating cip camp is overrrrrrrrrr (: and despite the rude shock of having to deal with some unpleasant kids i'm amazed that most of the kids like that way i coachhh :D heh most popular coachhhh. was v touched after reading some of the journal entries by the kids :3 heh. thanks dumbs, u've been my pillar of support despite the flu and fever and everything! :D and thanks to the rest of the skaters for cheering me up when i was down! sk8ing ROCKS! wooottsss
and tmr's the day (: about time.
totally looking forward to time alone from the world
xin commanded @ 11:27 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
i'm not even looking foward to the weekend anymore.
pfft.
xin commanded @ 9:12 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
not a good week to come.
had fun at amy's party last night though (: hope you had a good one. and her cousin, fiona is absolutely adorable (: got lost on the way to the party venue though, what's new? haahaa.
will update about the past weeks once i feel better.
xin commanded @ 9:23 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
100 (:
thanks for taking all my petty childish behavior, and tolerating the nonsense i throw at you and for showering me with your tlc. (:
thank you for taking care of me :3
iloveu.
xin commanded @ 2:29 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
my whole mentality gone's warped along with my temperament.
today's a badbad day
handphone's running out of batt
nose is runny hence not feeling well
v sian
feel like giving someone the cold shoulder
gotta present at the skate meeting later, just wanna nuah
no work to do
i wish it were all easier
maybe i should disappear for a week!
you don't care anymore.
xin commanded @ 5:10 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008
I may be blind
I may be viciously unkind
But I can still read what you're thinking
And I've heard it said too many times
That you'd be better off
Besides...
Why can't you see this boat is sinking
(this boat is sinking this boat is sinking)
Let's go down to the water's edge
we can cast away those doubts
Some things are better left unsaid
But they still turn me inside out
Turning inside out turning inside out
Tell me...
Why
Tell me...
Why
This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel
'cause i don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I fear
You don't know what I fear
i'm such a stupid, selfish jerk.
sorry dumbs...
ilu
xin commanded @ 8:21 PM
one, two, three four
tell me that you love me more
sleepless, long nights
that was what my youth was for
92 days of
xin commanded @ 4:19 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i hope there's work tmr
been occupied the entire if last week till monday! and then... i finished my work by 230 today. crap!
i wisd u'd call me more ):
and i really do think u got lazy after i agreed to be ur gf ): sigh.
xin commanded @ 1:13 AM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
butt is suan
and legs feel like jelly.
but glad i completed it nonetheless (:
and thank you for crossing the finishing line with me <3
oh and it was the first time i bathe in the SIS shower place today too! hahaha oh and first time i went to the IS lab. how come business doesn't have a lab!? hahaha. OH GOODNESS I AM TIREDDDd.
oh and i laughed super hard over lunch that i turned red... but i think i remained red mostly cause of the awful sunburn that i now look like a tomato-ish lobster! ARHhhhhh. okAE i am tired and not making any coherent sense. hahhaa time for bed so i can actually drag my jellyish feet to work tmr zzz
xin commanded @ 10:12 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
some work better than no work at all! hahahaha T.T
xin commanded @ 11:03 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
anyway i had a superb time most of the time not spent at work, esp on friday night and saturday the whole day with the 210ers and my dumbsie :3 yet to meet up with brap but lazy to plan :p hahaha.
the adjustment phase is the WORST bah!
but it's okae, you're my pillar of support (:
xin commanded @ 11:15 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
i feel the holidays been sucked into a vacuum
nooooooooooo.
hahaha oh well at least i'll clear intern and i'm near vivo (: always easy to catch a quick shopping fix
anyway dumbsss
happy 2nd month! (in approximately 21 mins)
<3
xin commanded @ 11:38 PM
